customer?

Customer owes right? we've been hearing 'bout tis ever since we're lil frm adults... but when u're on d otherside... things r totally diff.. sometimes.. we say.. BO PIEN.. they r d customer.. but i think after tis week.. im sorry.. thr's no such thing as customer owes right in my field d.... bcos i cant afford to loose the crowd bcos of one group of crowd.. goat dammit.. go request ur DEADMAU5 at other club.. see if they r allowed to play in tis city or nt...

bUrg...

reached my house from class... trying to open my door.. but couldnt open.. i thought i wrong key... double checked.. no leh... right key.. i knw smth is nt right d.. once i pull the door n open again.. now its open.. n get to see all the harsh mark at the side.. stupid burglary attempt... ukhhh.. lucky it didnt manage to break in.. or else.. everyone gonna cry d with all the lost... its time to double up the lock.. @!$^!@

Owhh...

mama arrived last evening.. 1 hr something after i fall aslp.. im totally out of energy d... but keep on going hard... owh my... im so happy to see her.. but kena nag untill bo xim ki.. == then continue my slp arnd 5 smth... slp n slp n slp.... i overslpt!!!!!!!!!! today is friday... i woke up arnd 10smth jz nw.. na beh.. tis is gonna be 1st n the last time.. im gonna late for night work... morning job late.. understandable.. night one oso same.. na beh.....
wake up early in the morning feelin fresh.... finally got my call picked up... missed it.. but.. everything is jz so weird.. been told tat its bcos dunno wat to say.. so didnt answer for the past 2 days.. but the day b4.. we r still good.. tats a whole big question mark... ><
i missssss uu!

Its Bluntly Blunt...

Got my tummy bloody pain once i hit the deck today.. goshh.. tat pain is like a sword sliced in slowly n turn one big round.. lucky can hold it up n manage nt to faint.. i guess my body really got massively tortured n weaken.. Its been awhile.. ive been doing things all by myself... doesnt bother much bout other thing much..
some say.. when u gone thru tis for quite awhile.. ure simply fuked up when u get into a relationship.. some say.. when ure good.. ure good.. i guess im the failure one.. i got fuked up..
its like the stone jz got me when i saw wat she wrote.... Finally i found someone tat make me love again... but how silly it is tat i forgot how to take real on care on every detail... wats in me.. telling me to go for it.. it happen so twistedly fast but it jz happen to be true.. the kiss on the forehead while im omost on the dreamland warmed me every time when i felt it.. the warm hug isnt like a normal hug can be given by a fren tat makes u jz dun wanna let go.. but when i losted .. now im starting to learn to be myself again.. how i wish its jz goddamn never too late... i jz dun understand y chance cant be given.. or mayb jz simply couldnt let go the past... i wish i could make an upside down on tat... uKhh...

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Everything started jz so fast.. so quick.. jz a clip.... i picked up this field bout 6 months ago... doing things i love.. deal with music is a cool stuff for me cos it jz make me givin it an all out.. it never been easy for me to hv a start with no angel guiding thru the staircase.. thx to mojo crew.. thx to df event crew.. thx to u all.. u made me bcome of wat i am today.. 1st 2 months.. all r shaking their head while they listen to me.. i guess i made the best choice to move to a new place n take a total challenge to the next level.. Travilliion.. is whr it pushed me untill im able to stand up with a hard root support n move forward.. learning n learning.. collecting n collecting.. sooner or later might be releasing n releasing.. well hopefully yes... from thr.. i slowly enjoyed watching ppl dancing in madness toward everything i do.. goshh.. i got to say.. tats the best feeling i ever had... i owes tell them.. its like when mama cook n kids finish up the whole thing clean.. LOL.. indeed.. n non stop hitting the deck harder n harder.. untill one day.. i went back to my old new place for a drink afterwork.. a fren of mine ask me to giv a try... after long hesitation.. i went up.. i was thinking.. wat i do back then all ths while.. can it really be done here.. nahhh.. jz hit it.. everyone went wild.. haaa.. watching different crowd went crazy is wat making me more crazy.. well.. tis isnt whr im gonna stay.. climbing harsh n hard cos tis is a never ending stairway.. never though i will be in it somehow.. xD

Haaa.....

mom is coming soon.. goshh... was cleaning my room like hell... everytime i clean.. the junk is owes more than 10kg... its bout 6 garbage bag... dunno whr the heck all ths thgs from... it jz appear i guess... hah... well.. doing crazy thing is owes fun... i think its gonna be the craziest year i ever gonna hv... had my bald head shining thru the night since last week... gonna go to clinic n operation on the 3rd Apr... everyone got their 1st time on everything.. its gonna be freaky to me... lets jz hope everything went well ehh...

LOL

arghh.... it's a LOL for me.. i totally forgot bout this blog tat i had 2 years ago... i though i'd already erase it from blogspot.com... xD discovered it last night from evelyn... DAMN~!! welcome back ivor... to the blogging session again... hohoho